Learning to Live With Me

Learning to Live With Me

For my whole life to this point I have sucked at living and being on my own, hence the never being on my own for long. For the first time in my life, I am feeling comfortable with myself. I guess it only takes me…well, a long time to figure some things out.

For the first time, I am feeling like I am finding my purpose and becoming who I was meant to be. Don’t get me wrong, I still have some struggles and challenges to deal with through this change but, I feel like I am making changes for me this time.

I feel like I have climbed out of a very long, dark, slippery tunnel and am seeing the real world for the first time in a very long time. There is still darkness that trails me and I know the Big Black Dog is not gone. But, they are not part of Me right now. That may or may not make sense unless you have experienced real depression in your life. I am actually catching myself planning things. Trust me, that is a big deal. 

So, this is a brief post but an important one. As for the title ‘Learning to live with me’, if I figure that one out, I will be the first one who did. I have a few people I know will agree with that statement. Oh well, as long as I can do it that is all that matters.

Peace out and go be nice to someone.